I was amused to
hear on the radio last year of a “New Feminism”: a wave of women who were
responding to the pressures on women to “have it all” (the perfect career AND
family) by living a fulfilling life with neither. It amused me because here was
a tagline that I could easily pin to myself without even being aware of its
philosophy.
So as an
apparent ‘new feminist’ I can speak on my own behalf about why I have chosen
not to have a career or family, but I’d love to hear from other people who have
considered or chosen the same path.
Yesterday I
briefly covered the reasons for not wanting children; the post was slightly
tongue-in-cheek but still accurate from my own point of view. The issue runs
much deeper than a quiet house though. I was adopted as a baby by two lovely
people who raised me well. As an adult I decided to find my biological mother
and we have a very good relationship together.
Possibly because
I learnt my life skills from my adoptive parents, I’ve never felt the need to
have my own biological children. Even when I was younger and thought I may have
children one day, the idea of fostering or adopting a child never seemed like a
consolation (for not being able to bear children), but a
preferred option. There are so many children in the world that need love already,
why create more?
As it turns
out, the point is moot for me personally; I don’t want to put my life on hold
to raise another being.
As far as a
career goes, when I left university I
was determined I was going to have a fabulous career and be a millionaire by
the time I was thirty. I did give that ‘career’ a serious go: I was working in
the IT industry and moved up the pay scale quickly.
Every couple of
years I’d move to another firm to work in a different area of the industry
because I was never happy with the work I was doing. Even though I created and
designed a database for use by the government (a feat I was proud of) it felt
hollow, knowing that in a few years all my hard work would be obsolete and
replaced by a newer faster model. That is the way of IT, forever evolving. I
soon realised anything I produced would essentially be worthless in about four
years.
After a decade
in the industry I’d tried everything to make my ‘career’ work and all I had was
a bucket load of cash I’d blow every weekend in a never ending cycle to forget
how empty my life was. During a period of sobriety I was able to contemplate my
position, and realised it was time to let go. Let go of the idea of the career.
Shortly after,
I quit my job and looked for a less stressful one, as it turned out I landed a
job in administration and really enjoyed it. Yes, my pay was tiny in
comparison, but I had more fun during my day and no urge to disappear in a fog
of forgetfulness every weekend. It was the best decision I’d ever
made.
Since then I’ve
had a variety of jobs as I’ve jokingly worked my way DOWN the career ladder to
less and less stressful (and lower paid) positions. Since I don’t have children
and I just have Mike and our two dogs to look after, the lower income doesn’t
really matter. I spend less because I earn less, that’s all there is to it.
For me
personally, having no career or family is the best thing in the world. I have a
job, but I’m honest with my employers that I just want somewhere to work for a few
years until I move to the country. Not all employers want every staff member to
be ambitious enough to work their way up to management; in my current position
there is no position to be promoted to, so I’m a perfect fit!What are your thoughts on career and family? One, both or neither?
